15 November, 2006

just writing

no words to explain the way that i feel,
all of me wondering is this really real?
facing monsters, unknown waters,
can this be true?
its happening to me, but what about you?
do you feel what i feel?
deep in my stomach?
the knotting and wrenching that happens
every time someone says your name to me?
wanting so bad feeling so sad?
never knowing if its meant for us to be.
so i was wondering.
would you come with me?
if i could make you the happiest person in all the world,
if i could love you better than anyone else,
if i could be perfect for you,
give you the world, always be true,
would you come with me?

just writing

no words to explain the way that i feel,
all of me wondering is this really real?
facing monsters, unknown waters,
can this be true?
its happening to me, but what about you?
do you feel what i feel?
deep in my stomach?
the knotting and wrenching that happens
every time someone says your name to me?
wanting so bad feeling so sad?
never knowing if its meant for us to be.
so i was wondering.
would you come with me?
if i could make you the happiest person in all the world,
if i could love you better than anyone else,
if i could be perfect for you,
give you the world, be everything to you,
would you come with me?

13 November, 2006

growing too fast

I'm growing quickly. In my powers, in my journey, in my life. I am begining to understand how my friend feels most of the time. I can't let anyone touch me or well, won't really. I am feeling things so intensely and everything is sensitive to me. I am not liking it too much, makes me feel like all I am is an invalid. I'm going to learn how to control it (hopefully). but that's how it goes with me anyhow.

06 November, 2006

pop the cherry

well, this is my first post, I hope people read this and I walso hope I can meet some people that have the same beliefs I do and are learning and interested in learning all they can about metaphysics.